had fun todayy.
but not in der mood to blog much.

did i ever exist in ur eyes? i guess not

maybe it juz meant to be dis way.
we are not fated.
maybe its juz fate.
m fated NEVER to be happy.

hais. its juz dat way.

whenever i msg you, i feel so cheap.

sorry if i disturbed you.

u might not belief. but i hope u can belief.

all i wan is you to be happy.

hais. mayb i was wrong. guys are still der same afterall. =x

if you start to care, i guess der sky mite be fallin..

rainy day. again. =s

oh god. im gettin more and more irritated by lim keng an day by day. i cant stand his irritatin voice lorr. kau pei kau pei. arghhh. damnn. and chickens drove us crazy today. dun wana mention it anymore. i feel stupid. damn.

hmm. it has been rainin der past de past few days. sometimes lookin at der rain, i juz feel like standin in der rain. let it wash everythg away. wake me up. it has been sucha long time. but i juz dont seem to get over. im juz useless. sorry. i tried to forget. i reali cant do it. its tirin. to wake up every mornin and tellin myself der same thg. i need to remind myself. it juz dun seem to stay in my mind.

whenever i see you, i seem to forget everythg. forget the fact dat to are alr attached.

wahh. so fast ehh. tml will be dder 2nd week of skool.

hmm. der sec1 orientation camp ended on der 6th. hmm. i took class 1e1. yupp. some of der gurls were sweet ehh. yupp. thou der camp was kinda borin, we still had quite alot of fun time=)) yupps.

eww. but i missed quite alot of lessons. and oso i missed alot of my VODKA! =x eww. i missed him ehh. =(( but nvm, dere's still tml =)) lalas.

OH YA! hmm. i dun wan alr larr. i wan my OLD sweetiepie backk. he's still so charmin. gosh. =x

hope you've enjoyed your bday. =)) happy belated bday.

hais. y will thgs turn out to be lidat? i've nvr seen her so sad b4. altou we r juz frens, my heart aches to see her in such state. i noe it's hard for her. but we cant blame another party. she's not at fault either. she's guilty too. afterall, they are still frens. y god made her a gurl? hais. i haf no idea. life is juz complicatin. hope thgs will come and go soon. cheerup gurls. dun be sad. dun be guilty. none of u guys are at fault. its juz fate.

*ouchh. i had a great fall today. =((

wahh. startin to get more and more homework each day. more and more stress oso lerr. hais. duno larr. damnn. =x and dis week is like damn busy larr. derr CCA orientation is like drivin us crazyy lorr. its like, err, so rush larr but like no body seems to care larr. hais. duno larr.

I FELL DOWN ALL THNKS TO DER ORIENTATION THINGY LARR. pain lorr. hu's gonna make it up to me? =((

oh gosh. im reali goin crazy. i still cant belief i flared up in front of him. goodness. hais. duno larr. like he even care and bother. arghh.

happy new yr! gees.

juz reached home not long ago. yupp.

Narnia damn nice larr. lurfe it man..=)) and i spent der 1st min of 2oo6 wid jesse and sweetiepie.=)) lalas. [and oso all der rest of der ppl in der cinema]. lols.

shal update more tml. ciaos.